Then I discovered the same revelations happen at home. The transformative powers lie in natural water, not it’s location. In the Outer Hebrides, once past the smack and slap of purple cold in the sea, I find seals swimming with me. In the Oxfordshire countryside moonlit night swims in the silky river water are accompanied by the twinkling of drowned branches and the distant crunches of combine harvesters. It’s the swimming that taps you into renewal, reveals the magic of the undiscovered nearby.
The swimming – and the action. The vocabulary of wild swimming belays a philosophy: we ‘jump in’, we ‘take the plunge’, we are buoyant, immersed in the experience, we go with the flow. In all of this there is an embracing of life and a surrendering to it’s uncontrollable elements.
Up in the lakes, I stand on the sidelines with goosebumps and dither my toes. I am always like this too: prone to hesitation. To a doubtful incredulous ‘do I really want to?’ just before I get in. The water is shallow, peaty brown, cold yet surprisingly warm, it’s black bottom having soaked up all the heat of previous days.
‘The day was beautiful and it seemed to him that a long swim might enlarge and celebrate its beauty,’ said John Cheever in his short story The Swimmer. And it’s always a beautiful day when you go for a swim, I’ve discovered, so then I’m in. Head down, chest gasping, knees knocking against rock and water washing the sleep and yesterday's salt sweat from my eyes.
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